withoutsympathy's Journal

All these people drinking lover's spit, they sit down and clean their face with it
I haven't been feeling too great lately.

I can't sleep and keep forgetting to eat.

I've lost 10 pounds in the last couple of weeks.

I'm still running so that the stress can release.

So that mean's I'm living off negative calories.

Whats the difference of then and now.

I'm dependent on so many things that I don't have.

All I've been listening to is broken social scene and modest mouse.

I guess that doesn't help.

I'm just feeling real down and I don't know how much further until I hit the ground.

I go to visit FSU this Friday and come back down Monday night.

I'm not excited. I'm actually kind of dreading it. I'm terrified now.

Funny, when I finally have nothing, I'm scared shitless.

I may annoy some people writing like this and taking up the whole page. But I feel this is more appropriate.

I feel that my life is more like small broken fragments than all together at the moment.

I really need to get my shit together and change my outlook.

Current Music: BSS-Lovers Spit

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